Its a Shame

I don't quite believe I know you anymore.

well that was a waste of two years,


fuck.

If I focus my attention on only the lamp post and the water it is completely plausible that I am here in the last century, waiting for it to get dark. Because then my beau will come and pick me up to go ride the rickety ferris wheel where he can kiss me oh so risquely on the cheek and I can giggle unashamedly. However the neon cross walk sign and the passerby in a ghastly orange rock a wear sweat shirt quickly and harshly remind me that I am not in that fantasy, but the soggy left overs of another one my childish follies. One where I can say "I need a job more than any other shmuck in this damned city!" and not be quoting my grandmothers favorite musical. However Im now realizing that no matter how much I twist my current reality into the story I want it to be, I will not be satisfied. I am unfortunately at the point in my life where I am no longer happy sipping pretend tea and gossiping about my china doll to my teddy bear. I feel both lonely and liberated, but mostly disillusioned.

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sigh.

a couple things I forgot

1) Cute Little Practice Amp- 8$

2) Hand Crocheted Tunic 15$, i ask that much for it because its really nice and i paid like 40$ for it last year.

P.S: there is still lots of stuff available from the last timmmmmme

PLEASE BUY MY STUFF

So, I am attempting to move out. However I cannot do that with no money in my pocket and getting a job here seems to be pretty hopeless (im still trying though). Anyway, here is a feeble attempt to make some cash so that moving to a new place with nothing but a twinkle in my eye and a song in my heart isnt AS ridiculous. I hope this stuff is purchaseable, i still like it if thats of any meaning.


End of sob story.

p.s. forgive me for not knowing how to appropriately use technical fashion terms, that would add a lot to this.

p.p.s: all prices pretty negotiable & and if you live far away i can most likely mail it to you.










DRESSES:








1. black empire waist(?) cocktail dress from Urban (only worn once)-10$2. black, not empire waist, cocktail dress (never been worn) -9$3. vintage floor length ( but can be hemmed to whatever length you want) evening...dress- 9$, 12$ with alterationSOLD

4. 7$5. authentic 60's cocktail dress- 8$

6. 7$7. full knee length skirt from aardvark's-6$

TOPS:

1. It may look a bit funky here but it actually fits quite nicely.-5$




2. tight fitting cosby sweater type thing- 4$

3. American eagle button up, it looks big here but its actually quite form fitting-4$

4. striped cami- 4$SOLD5. Leafy Tshirt from Anthropologie-6$6. flowy tank top-4$SOLD7. plaid button up-5$8. crocheted vest, about waist lenght-5$9. i know this is not a top but: High waisted denim shorts size 1-5$

Odds & Ends:

1. stone peace stamp thing from china-3$

2. Japanese bug spray ad tin lunch box-5$3. sorry for the crappy picture, size 7 1/2 heels- 5$

BOOKS:

1. a collection of short biographies about various sideshow freaks and acts-4$DOLD

2. history of him and his work, almost every page has a pretttty picture on it.-6$SOLD3. Collection Charles Burns' Big Baby comics, it's really good, seriously.-6$SOLD

For Colie

the things i do for love. but im going to commentate each one about why they suck and be really annoying. and i guess all three people who read this have already seen it, and therefore already know that i am a talentless hack, but love me anyway. right?
the photo for greg's debut jazz fusion cd

duh fuck happened to your face

im sorry lily

this is actually pretty accurate

dylan pt. 2

boring




beezer, mexican

p.s.

im super embarrassed about that portolio post, what was i thinking, ew. stop thinking about it.